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#suicidetwt 15 and under dni

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

unpinning at bmi 16(45kg)
cw: 49-50kg(bmi 18)
sw: 48 kg

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

@unicornloverr67 yeesssuuuuzzzzz🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤me n my 6 pack

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

goodbye cruel world #suicidetwt

[Nova ⭐️ @NotNova__]

Is this a safe space to say I love this kind of mealspo

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

this is a joke post if that wasn’t obvious enough

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

@skipperthriller @talentedtrait

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

@skipperthriller @talentedtrait you talk like you’re 15

[saanjh 🔮 @dontcrysaanjh]

why does everyone on edtwt have the same goal weight and why is it 45 kg

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

I alr had 600 cal today gonna try to not eat anything maybe cucumbers later

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

gonna go run a mile in the gym later…. Can’t let my money go to waste

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

just made another mango smoothie… my recipe is lowk genius I recommend it
1 cup frozen mango bits (100cal) + 240ml coconut milk(40 cal) + 15 ml blue agave syrup (62 ml) = 202 cal

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

loveee Philadelphia cream cheese but im ng I need smt lower than 80

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

blue berry bagel(half) + cream cheese(2tsp) =145 + 80 = 225

tryna keep daily intake under 800, 600 is the goal
could have both bagels I’ll skip dinner cuz i never like dinner

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

last time I went my right arm wasn’t fucked so I just did vitals n everything there but I have one really red scar there and I’ve tried concealer n everything but it doesn’t work well im pissed off

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

guys im going for yearly check up n i think i have to go with my mom can you guys reassure me that she prob wont have to see my scars
for ref i have scars on my both thighs and both upper arms but the ones on my right arm is not that visible so im gonna get vaccinated there

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

I insisted since im 19 I go by myself but I don’t have my license and she’s a nurse so she just wants to get benefits for me and im just nervous as fuckkkkkk

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

WAIT I’m so fucking stupid coconut milk is ONLY 40 cal cuz it doesn’t have any fat in it I had 600 cal yesterday fuck let’s go I can do this

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

cal intake today
small bowl of rice(100g) = 130cal
braised pork(100g) = 300cal
cucumber = 45cal
homemade frozen mango(1 cup) + coconut milk(1cup) + blue agave(1 tsp) blend = 100 + 450 + 62 = 612 cal

130 + 300 + 612 + 45 =1,087 cal

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

performance anxiety 😭😭

[skitch ⚠️ @5kitch]

idk if this is just me but does anyone else get crazy anxiety playing online games cause you know you're ass 😭😭

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

@GurodereBoy OMG yeah lol I was only thinking of boiled eggs and like nuts😭😭 igotta try those yogurt combos like asap

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ nicole @014alien]

I’m gonna be honest tumblr edtwt mealspos r so useful and i like them..