Palsm 27:14

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

Feeling very defeated right now, on our 4th IUI (first w/ Follistim). I went into the appointment feeling optimistic but Dr came in & said hubby's numbers after wash were only 1.1, they have been around the 4 range in the past. I know this can still work just hoping for better 😭

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

@UcitizenE I have thought about that too, it's just so hard when this has been the event keeping me positive for the last 6 months!!

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

Just got a call from our fertility clinic that all IUIs are cancelled until further notice. Our first one was supposed to be on Friday, I don't even know how to accept this information or move forward, I was looking forward to this for months and this is what has kept me going 😭

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

I love all of the support I can get here, even when I have been away from here for months!! I can always count on the love and support of random strangers who understands me most right now ♥️♥️

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

@canwegetIVFbaby Thank you ♥️♥️ Trying really hard to keep the faith that everything happens for a reason, bit today that's much harder to think!!

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

@ShimmeryBelief Thank you ♥️♥️ Trying really hard to keep the faith that everything happens for a reason, bit today that's much harder to think!!

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

@m_ivf I just got a call that our IUI for Friday is cancelled due to the lab closing. Saying I'm upset is an understatement. This was our first IUI and looking forward to this is what has kept me going these last few months. The unknown of how long til it will be available doesn't help

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

I have always had very regular cycles but this has me so confused!!

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

I am currently on CD26 and I have had very light spotting every days since CD22.. I took a pregnancy text yesterday (even knowing it was pretty early for a +) and it was negative.. I have never had spotting like this. Could this be implantation bleeding? Would that last 5 days?

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

I want to be supportive but I am really struggling with the fact she has now getting pregnant twice in 6 months without trying either time.... I don't even know what to say to her right now 😭😭 #ttcsucks

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

My friend who had a miscarriage back in August just told me she is pregnant again. They weren't planning on getting pregnant the first time and were going to start trying again until next month.. They Dr is worried she is going to have a miscarriage again...

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

Here's hoping 2020 is baby year 🤞🏼🤞🏼

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

Currently crying in the bathroom at work... Infertility during the holidays S.U.C.K.S!! 😭😭 #TTCSUCKS

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

I should add, hubby is against telling family/close friends when we are planning on going and has gotten upset with me for telling a few people already.. Did anyone else tell their close friends/family before doing an IUI or IFV??

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

Hubby and I are planning an IUI early next year (Feb/Mar)... Any suggestions of things to start preparing physically/mentally now?!? #ttcsucks

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

Up to 6 pregnancy announcements in the past 24 hours plus with my new niece and new nephew for about 3 hours... I am about one thing away from a breakdown in a house with 25 people and no where to be alone. It's going to be a long couple days 😭😭

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

So many pregnancy announcements today, I am not sure how many more I can take 😭😭 #ttcsucks

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

I am having a really hard time getting I to the holiday spirit... I'm just keep waiting for the year we get to celebrate the holidays with our own kids 😢😭😔

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

For now, I will continue to remain positive that one day we will be able to start the family my husband and I both want. So I guess I will take baby snuggles from others babies and look to our next step and our first IUI in February.

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

#AF made her visit once again. My hubby & I have officially been TTC for 2 years. 26 times I have had to tell my husband that my period started, 26 times I have had my heart broken because once again I'm not pregnant, 26 times I have gotten my hopes up and they are then crushed.

[Palsm 27:14 @14Palsm]

but I do wish it was talked about more. There is such a taboo about infertility and miscarriages when so many women and couples are effected by one if not both of these topics. Opening up with friends and family about our struggles has been one of the best decisions.