Nobody really talks about how draining it is living in that in-between space. One minute you telling yourself things gon get better, the next minute you feel like you at your breaking point. Your emotions stay swinging all day, hope fighting exhaustion, faith fighting burnout. You keep pushing because you have to, not because it's easy. It's a quiet battle, feeling both strong and tired at the same time, holding on while barely hanging on. And that space? That's where a lot of healing starts, even when it don't feel like it yet.
Stop letting people consume you. They didn't call? Go to sleep. They didn't message you? Put your phone down and have a better day. They left you on read? Delete the conversation. They didn't make an effort? Match their energy. Never let your happiness depend on anyone.
i’m having the most peaceful crashout of my life rn.. like i’m going insane, but also just chilling and vibing. i’m stressed about a bunch of stuff, but at the same time i’m not. i don't know how to explain it..
It’s hard to admit, but I’m really burned out. I feel drained, exhausted, unmotivated, and tired in ways that sleep can’t fix. I’m trying, but everything just feels heavier than it should.
I can help you. It's called jealousy. You are very jealous. You are racked with jealousy.
She has control over her life, has seen things you haven't, can afford things you can't. You feel insignificant in comparison, like a loser, and so the jealousy eats away at your soul.