Someone: I’m always here for you.
Me: Ok, well if you’re there for me, then fucking show me! Show me! If you’re not gonna do that, then don’t waste my time!
FUCKING SHOW ME, GOD DAMN IT!!!
Yall I’m actually crying rn. Why am I the only one who has to go through this hell 24/7? I mean… I know what I’m doing wrong, but still. Ever since my dog passed away, almost no one has ever given me support. It’s like I’m being lied to. Nothing changes.
I will never ever be ok.
I know this feels wrong making a post while I’m on break, but I’m slowly starting to regret everything at this point.
Maybe I should just accept the fact that I’m a terrible person after all. I feel like I just loose friends so easily because of my wrongdoings.
💔🥀