You’ll try to leave multiple times, most times you will go back, and then finally one day you find one small reason to be gone forever. It’ll be the first time in a long time you feel free.
Sorry, I’m not free this weekend. On Friday night, I’m busy recovering from the 5 day work week. Saturday is only 45 minutes long, and on Sunday, I’m totally occupied with a series of panic attacks because Monday is literally 30 minutes away.
Once I designate you platonic , you cannot leave that box, you'll be platonic forever, same with once we start as lovers you can never just be platonic to me ever.