▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐦other , 𝐦artyr , 𝐦asochist ,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐦agdalene .
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀to love me is to suffer me .
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

This is to say, I think I'm having a mental breakdown.

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

I was going to make a joke about killing myself, but I don't think I can do that anymore.

[—𝑽𝑨𝑳𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑬 @RXSEOFPAIN]

Immortality is a curse.

Anyone who tells you otherwise is close to dying or sustains themselves on the lives of others.

. . . True immortality, the never-ending existence where death's chilling grasp can't reach you, is a curse.

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

by rinami456 skeb.

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

If my brother's dead, I am not alive. If I'm alive, my brother can't be dead.

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

— this is a profiction account. i do not encourage harassment based on fictional content and will block anyone who does.

— i do not do discourse. if you dislike me or my writing, just block me.

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

i: rinami456
h: syu_kanji

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀to love me is to suffer me .
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

https://t.co/PiwDyfeHkA

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

The universe has strange timing, I guess.

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

. . .

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

I don't know how to feel.

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

Sometimes, you don't have much choice but to take care of your body.

Maybe one day I'll see if pills can fix me.

[៸៸ ࣪˖ IN MY IM{Λ-Ω}E @anteomniaeum]

there's a difference between narcotics and things that actually work .

but you're choosing the healthy route .
good on you .

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

—?

I'm not using drugs to distract myself from reality, if that's what you're suggesting.

[៸៸ ࣪˖ IN MY IM{Λ-Ω}E @anteomniaeum]

well ..... there are solutions to this . most of them being chemical .

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

I wish I had the privilege of not thinking about things like this.

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

Nauseous . . . it's like everything hurts.

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

I wish I could sleep through today, too.

[▸ 𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚. @4M4RCS]

I feel like I've slept through the past two weeks.