SkinnyPaige

Too fat to function. 5'0 UGW:35kg

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

My boyfriend just pointed out how fat I'm starting to look in pics.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

If I go, how many would even cared?

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

I feel so fat and unprepared for my trip in May. :(

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

not feeling my bones made me cry today.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

Feeling like a fat failure. Why am I falling of the wagon?

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

My boss asked me "don't you eat during lunch? It is a lunch break after all" Umm No?

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

Lunch - Sushi. Dinner - Veggie sandwich. Snack - Bananas and Peanut butter on toast.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

Hate hate hate my mum.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

Why can't I ever be happy with my body?

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

You know what rhymes with cunt? My mum.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

Giuliana rancic is my thinspo

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

Starvation mode.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

Drank milk and had a cookie and I feel awful.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

How is it possible to hate the body so much to the point of feeling suicidal? It's not fair.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

Like really? Pointing out my flaws? You do know I copied you genetically.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

My mother makes me feel so ugly

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

To be this full yet this famished.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

Trying not to purge when it's' a ritual is hard.

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

@13Loveislouder you're so skinny! I envy you :(

[SkinnyPaige @5ft_Skinny]

Fuck recovery. I can't be crying each time I check my body in the mirror.