@Pixel_Stripes Years have passed him by but his guilt and suffering lingers. Cillian’s portrayal deeply show how tired Tommy Shelby was in his life. That is why he abandoned the world he created.
He was tired of all the things the world has told him what to do.
@Pixel_Stripes Many times he thought of ending his life but failed. It was his curse he cannot kill himself. No end to his ghost after the war, no end of the pain he caused to the people close to him and no end of his nightmares in his sleep.
He became an Immortal Man because of it.
Dec 2023: 83 kg plus
Feb 2026: 62 kg less
Things I did was cutting white rice consumption, changing diet to oatmeals and bread every morning. No meals on lunch.
Plus being a runner 🏃 and home workouts for Wed and Saturdays.
Wasn’t easy giving up rice at first but I made it.