Started in infamous while food diet, day 1…I feel way less hungry even tho I’m restricting, thought my sweets craving is a bit high I’ve not had any, let’s see how tomorrow goes
I wish I could like men and women and be a man, I wish I could have a girlfriend and pay for her dinner and shit, I wish I could have A Fucking DICK, I wish I could have a boyfriend as a man, fucks sakes..I wish I was a man :)
Being so feminine because I’m in denial I want to be a man hurts, but I’ll never transition because I feel like that doesn’t make me a real man and it never will, it’s just a shitty consequence I have to phase.
I get gender envy so often but its complicated, like yes I truly wish i was a man, but no I’m not trans because I don’t wanna be a TRANS MAN, I get it “trans men are real men” I agree, but personally, I wish I was born a man raised a man, be a biological man, it hurts to hide it.