I've been playing along and honestly, it feels freeing to admit this
Weird things are happening but if I never get a real or logical answer, I'm not going to stress out over it
Sometimes it's fun when people underestimate me
If I don't want to be seen by anyone, no one at all will see me. If I'm visible and you can perceive me, you're supposed to
I could disappear from everything without a trace or explanation
I suspect I've been watched for a long time. It's fine.
I'm really just trying to exist and I've accepted that things are unlikely to go perfectly so I've been working around that
If great things can still come my way, awesome but I'm not going to stress if they can't
It's not that I don't care, it's that I have a life to live too
I already feel like people around me are trying to hide things from me but that bothers me less and less every day
I have other things to focus my attention towards
I've been so good about not destroying myself for not being able to live up to expectations
I don't want to slip back into a dark place because I'm starting to feel like I'm not grasping important things again
God my hands are going to be so dirty by the time I get done with putting everything where it belongs but I think the result will be cool and hopefully feel good
Very excited that the mountain bike is scheduled for delivery tomorrow because I'll be around all day to sign for it
I'm also going to get a bunch of accessories to have a better idea of how I'll arrange them between the three bikes...
People are mad about the Lego Rayquaza and I can't figure out why
It's fucking Legos??? It's not going to look perfect
I wish they put red rims on the tail rudders but it looks good enough to me
The Sky Pillar part is awesome too