wyn

19 🇵🇭✧ she/they ✧ #edtwt and vent burner ✧ -16 dnf

[wyn @astermeridia]

unpinning at 130 lbs

[wyn @astermeridia]

LOLLL IM NTO RVEN GONNA LIE THEY HIGHKEY COPIED ME😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭STRAIGHT UP LIKE THATS JUST THE THING I MADE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭be so serious i genuinely hate being here .

[wyn @astermeridia]

i really really hate when people copy everything i do like this is why i didnt wanna do it because now everyone wants to do what i did and it just makes me really sad that i cant have a single original experience like why

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@amelieats im just under bmi 26 if thats ok to join 🥹

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the idea of my bf being able to bite my skin and feel my bones under it… #goals

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saw someone same height w the same build but a whole 10kg lighter than me… im so hopeless😭😭😭😭

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disgusting

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sometimes i think about how i ate before i decided to lose weight and its like my diet really did only consist of a bag of chips and whatever lunch i wanted. i used to eat whole pizzas in a day man

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ts not healthy at all and i know it and i know thats my intention at the end of the day that i hide thru being busy but i just idk im going thru it

[wyn @astermeridia]

seeing ppls ss of nervous breakdowns over anxiety attachment and im like god same but i have a problem where instead of breaking down in front of them i pull away to the point of isolating myself from everyone and not responding to even their msg

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“u need fatspo bc ur fat” YES I AMMMM 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 glad u noticed! just need to look at them and feel rly bad about myself bc i look exactly like them so that i can change.

[wyn @astermeridia]

like one of my family friends keeps saying “body tea” to me but it really doesnt even feel that way

i just want to be skinny

[wyn @astermeridia]

given up on the fasting bc i realized its probably more sustainable for me to do an omad because i decided to get into jogging instead haha

still keeping this cravings thread tho bc i have so many cravings that i cant put into an omad 😭 i want to eat under 500 thank you…

[wyn @astermeridia]

thread for every craving i have during this crazy fast im about to do

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i want chocolate cake so fucking bad bro

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when i see someone who probably is the same weight and body shape as me but im fat and theyre skinny 😭😭😭 ughhh i can never be happy like how do they look so good but i dont
man

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bruh

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i wish my legs would stop looking fat

[wyn @astermeridia]

may 2025

god, who let my body look like that.

[wyn @astermeridia]

i wore a kimono in japan at this weight thinking i looked good, am i seriously that delusional?