You CANNOT go back in time and change the decisions you took. Forgive yourself, move on, be your best version. You're alive and until death all defeat is psychological.
Rebuild.
I can tell when a Grailed seller is down bad. Third price drop in a week. Rent due soon, baby mom’s tripping. I smell blood through the screen and start barking like a hound. That’s precisely when I slide a lowball so disgusting Grailed won’t even let me type it in