Still remember this day clearly, my last £10 before my bank account hit -£2,000 placed the bet (returns £10,000) I could barely afford food at the time so my thought was take it off and place a bet with lower odds. One of the biggest mistakes I will ever make :(
Dont know if anyone knows but yes i still bet, not as much as usual, iv set a limit of 50 a week, cant stop till I win some backand earlier i cashed out a bet that won me 10k....as if things couldnt be worse and to be fair, losing this didnt affect that hard, im not that bothered
23 days until i hit 2 years gamble free, that includes and form of wagering. So much pressure and stress on me just cba anymore. Anyways I’m fine, I have GA tomorrow
On the way back from my GA meeting I walked across the bridge today really hoping I could just end it but my family is the only reason I won't. I just wish I never had their support :[
I am 687 days gamble free, I feel great somehow I’ve kicked this addiction to the curb and replaced my time with something more positive like the gym, eating and drinking healthy!
I am now in a position to give others wisdom on what they can do to stop gambling🔥
Had a dream last night I was gambling… somehow i felt the thrill through my dreams. Just glad I woke up knowing im 579 days from 0 gambling at all! Doesn’t phase me anymore and long may that last!
Probably should have put a post up yesterday and talked about how my feelings are. But I give up now, going gym and bettering myself- keeping myself on the straight and narrow cba. I don’t care anymore. I wont do anything stupid but i also wont do anything smart. Fuck everything
Life without gambling is so much clearer, the amount of destruction it done to me mentally and physically is crazy but now I am free from it. 5 days clean and I promise it will stay that way until I die
In 4 days I haven’t gambled in a whole year🤯temptations have been there but I just know I cannot be that person anymore. I am probably only 40% recovered from life experience. 60% is huge amount to change my life even more!
If only I found the gym when I was younger. Things would have been so different, I would have a goal to focus on while improving my physical health
Drank more water and eaten more fruit this year than I have in the past 7 years & that isn’t even exaggeration. 10 months bet free😀
Its crazy what gambling can do to your mind and physical health. I no longer get heart palpitations or maybe thought i had them.
Could have been a mental thing as I drink water now, haven’t had an energy drink in months.
Last bet is still April last year!😊
The only thing keeping me straight and narrow right now is gym, going in a couple hours.
While gambling I tried going to the gym but lack of money and motivation ruined it.
Now I am more motivated than ever and I can choose to go based on discipline or motivation🙂
5-6 months gamble free, depression free, anxiety free... my journey has been crazy and I will never gamble again. Ever since 18 I have been gambling 90% of every year. It has finally stopped and I can finally mature as a person. Every week for the rest of my life I will attend GA