Anonymous Addict

24 year old with a gambling addiction. 7 years, lost £60,000+ :( Last ever bet: 24/04/2024

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Still remember this day clearly, my last £10 before my bank account hit -£2,000 placed the bet (returns £10,000) I could barely afford food at the time so my thought was take it off and place a bet with lower odds. One of the biggest mistakes I will ever make :(

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Dont know if anyone knows but yes i still bet, not as much as usual, iv set a limit of 50 a week, cant stop till I win some backand earlier i cashed out a bet that won me 10k....as if things couldnt be worse and to be fair, losing this didnt affect that hard, im not that bothered

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

23 days until i hit 2 years gamble free, that includes and form of wagering. So much pressure and stress on me just cba anymore. Anyways I’m fine, I have GA tomorrow

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Thought about this today, made me tear up because I am not in a good place and thought about it again but I will never have the guts😔

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

On the way back from my GA meeting I walked across the bridge today really hoping I could just end it but my family is the only reason I won't. I just wish I never had their support :[

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Fucking pissed off and this is where I would hide myself inside gambling but as I don’t do that anymore, I just want to run away

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

I am 687 days gamble free, I feel great somehow I’ve kicked this addiction to the curb and replaced my time with something more positive like the gym, eating and drinking healthy!

I am now in a position to give others wisdom on what they can do to stop gambling🔥

[SNEAKO @sneako]

Never promote gambling.

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Had a dream last night I was gambling… somehow i felt the thrill through my dreams. Just glad I woke up knowing im 579 days from 0 gambling at all! Doesn’t phase me anymore and long may that last!

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

No gambling in 547 days… It is no longer a threat to me.

Today I did leg day even though I hate doing legs and I have come home feeling great😀

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Its been a while but after my last post I starting going gym again after a few days. Major set back but it is what it is. Feel a lot better

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

I can’t do anything right so why bother trying

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Probably should have put a post up yesterday and talked about how my feelings are. But I give up now, going gym and bettering myself- keeping myself on the straight and narrow cba. I don’t care anymore. I wont do anything stupid but i also wont do anything smart. Fuck everything

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

5 days clean turned into 1 year clean today😮

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Life without gambling is so much clearer, the amount of destruction it done to me mentally and physically is crazy but now I am free from it. 5 days clean and I promise it will stay that way until I die

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

In 4 days I haven’t gambled in a whole year🤯temptations have been there but I just know I cannot be that person anymore. I am probably only 40% recovered from life experience. 60% is huge amount to change my life even more!

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

If only I found the gym when I was younger. Things would have been so different, I would have a goal to focus on while improving my physical health
Drank more water and eaten more fruit this year than I have in the past 7 years & that isn’t even exaggeration. 10 months bet free😀

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Its crazy what gambling can do to your mind and physical health. I no longer get heart palpitations or maybe thought i had them.

Could have been a mental thing as I drink water now, haven’t had an energy drink in months.

Last bet is still April last year!😊

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Struggling with my finances atm but if I have learned anything its stay calm, focused and definitely dont gamble🙂

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Spent 3 hours and 20 minutes in the gym today, just what I needed to get me motivated for my routine to become huge💪🏽

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

The only thing keeping me straight and narrow right now is gym, going in a couple hours.

While gambling I tried going to the gym but lack of money and motivation ruined it.

Now I am more motivated than ever and I can choose to go based on discipline or motivation🙂

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Today i dont feel so happy, but writing in a notebook makes me feel a little better, now i can sleep

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

Even though life is pretty shit, I am really excited to go to the gym later and better myself :)

[Anonymous Addict @AnonAddictGambl]

5-6 months gamble free, depression free, anxiety free... my journey has been crazy and I will never gamble again. Ever since 18 I have been gambling 90% of every year. It has finally stopped and I can finally mature as a person. Every week for the rest of my life I will attend GA