wholecakeforbreakfast

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Baby, I know you’ll be able to read this soon since you’ll be looking through my stuff. Just know that I’ve hidden the letters in the closet. First drawer at the bottom, you’ll see the sealed envelope.

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

I’m tired. I can’t go on any longer

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

My life is falling apart. I’m starting to lose everything that I thought I have built. All because I fuck everything up

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Hello, feed. I’m back. Apparently, I’m always the bad guy regardless of the situation. Kapoy na man uy

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Why not admit to it? Why gaslight me? What’s the point of it?

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

It’s sad that you gaslight me into thinking that “wala ra to” “sabay sabayan ra man to” “sus kapoy anang ing-ana uy” “sige ra man tag ing-ana” “ikaw ra man ga hunahuna ana”…. Even after you were caught of doing things that is clearly hurting my feelings.

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

I need to learn my lesson. You won’t really appreciate everything we’ve done. You’re selfish and arrogant. Done

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Wanna know what my biggest mistake was? Thinking you’d change. Thinking you’d be into this as much as I am. Thinking that you won’t try to find someone else. I guess I’m a fool

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Funny lang, I’m with two emotionally immature people and it’s hurting me everyday. Cr BB They don’t even know it.I just wanna die

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Clearly you don’t care at all

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

I’m always the bad person in every story. Maybe I am. Maybe the only way things will be okay is if I’m gone.

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Sakto ra man sad nga di na ko kay klaro man jud na wala nay pag-asa. Sige lang pa feel na ok pa pero makita na jud sa actions nga wala na.

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

I tried, I can’t. Still afraid of heights

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Not ready to be honest but if not now, when?

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

One last massage to calm the body and mind since I can’t sleep. Then jump off the roofdeck maybe? Or book a grab to Tondo and have someone stab me there to death.

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Kapoy na pahibaw nila about sa ako plan. Might as well shock them by just doing it. Manila is the place to die.

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Counting the days

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

I guess I will never be happy 😞 I was hoping we’d cuddle naked more and maybe jack off more since there’s no drama
Anymore. I guess I’m wrong

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

I guess you’ll never learn to love me, us. I’d rather end my life soon.

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

I’m just gonna cry

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

Since you arrived it felt like things are really different. I’m not sure if it’s just me or maybe you realized that you don’t really like me that much. You said nothing changed but I can still feel it.

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

I’m trying my best not to get affected cuz I don’t want to make a scene. I want you to feel safe at our home. But damn, this is taking its toll on me.

[wholecakeforbreakfast @cakefrbreakfast]

I really thought I’d be happier now that you’re back but I’m only overthinking here. My heart hasn’t been happy since. I miss the times when you tried to be there for me physically and emotionally.