friends with adhd... do you struggle with wanting so badly to sit down and play video games but have no energy/desire/want to play anything once you open your library? This has been happening to me so often lately... or i open a game and immediately close it. i hate it
In an effort to get out of this situation as fast as possible, I tried applying at so many places: Publix, CVS, Wal-Mart, Gamestop, Subway, Aldi, Popeyes, Dennys, Wafflehouse... Many around here aren't hiring until after the holidays, or their hiring people are on vacation ππβ οΈ
What do you do when you're stuck in a cycle of never ending crises, that's so unreal it's even hard for yourself to believe?
Why is it that when I feel like I'm making so much progress... it pushes me right back down to below the bottom of the mountain?
I need help.
I cannot tell you how angry, sad, frustrated, and used I feel. I'm so lost. I don't even know where to go, what to do. I just fled an extremely abusive situation, after moving away from somewhere I was genuinely happy (Colorado, my heart couldn't handle the altitude).
The location: DeLand, in a motel, not a physical or permanent location... but I had a bed and a roof, I guess. The next day rolls around, rent is due for the motel. "We're currently tapped out, can you cover this week and we'll pay you back"