mars

current obsessions: philosophy soaps, perfumes, and cute sweaters | 16 | bmi 18

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

weigh in thread till i reach bmi 17 (122 lbs)

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

MY IRL LOST 20 LBS im in distress why is she a better anorexic than me

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

1 month update: he does want me. and we are sorta back together

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

he literally wants me like what

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i lied again, i love being a girl and he’s in love w me

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

i lied i hate being a girl

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

i lied i hate being a girl

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

he said he missed me
i knew this would work out

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

AHHH HE RESPONDED
it seems like he doesn’t hate me anymore i think this can work

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

AHHH HE RESPONDED
it seems like he doesn’t hate me anymore i think this can work

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

im so tempted to check whether he responded but i’ll wait until like 5 pm

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

fighting this urge right now i need to know

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

im so tempted to check whether he responded but i’ll wait until like 5 pm

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

the way i’m probably still in love with him

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

im praying he still doesn’t hate me after we broke up

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

i texted him this morning and muted it. im scared

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

i just wished him good luck like i didn’t even say anything embarrassing idk why i’m freaking out

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

im gonna text him good luck on his exams on tuesday i will get back into his life

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

fat people when they can’t accept that they’re fat

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

he literally viewed my story and he doesn’t follow me so he’s def thinking abt me

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

HE WANTS ME BACK I SWEAR THIS TIME

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

guys he literally wants me back before we took the test he smiled at me HE WANTS ME BACK

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

one ap test down two more to go

[mars @cinnamonvanille]

@fruitybatboyx self diagnosis is different from suspecting. you go to a psychiatrist when you suspect it but you shouldn’t just go around and tell people you actually have a condition without confirmation bc it might be something else.