There were years where my mind ran wild.
This album was written on the other side of a heart attack, divorce, and delusion, after the intensity trying to return to something simple and steady. Songs from my meditations.
Meditations to Life is live today
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Before with music it’s like a photo of me, the book is more like an x-ray. I’m curious how rejection will feel with this - if the feeling is different from music labels unkindly rejecting my albums n such. Ya know?
It’s a bit weird submitting the book. It’s not foreign to me, I’ve spent years publishing music, making soundtracks to video games, etc, but there’s a veil of identity not included in that other art form compared to a memoir about myself. The vulnerability is a bit different.
@_UGGGY And ya don’t even pay me. There is no benefit to the brown nosing. It’s genuine feedback from some Texas folks at their job. Enough to stop them in their commission based work to sit and listen says a lot. 🤷♂️
@_UGGGY I remember showing coworkers the gnome, the forest, etc and the general feedback was “refreshing,” (I am generalizing here), but it’s genuinely nice to hear authenticity and the inherent vulnerability that’s rooting in “non-performance.”
I like Theravada Buddhism, what UGGGY is asking or pointing to aligns well with the 5 fundamental aggregates of perceived reality. Form, feeling, perception, mental formation, and consciousness = the awareness of all 5 factors interdependent on one another.
what is in your mind when you're creating?
something to notice? Or is it a resonance in the chest?
Should we let go or hold on?
Play very soft with your instrument and discover the subtlety of tone and color available to Ü
@Missy051721@ericweinstein It happened regularly or often enough at the time in that location. I had sat on the side patio and saw it occur.
I live somewhere else now, I don’t know if it’s still occurring there.
@CatDogBark@Missy051721@ericweinstein It happened regularly enough. You could sit on the patio of the place and they would start doing it. Sometimes just one, sometimes like the video.
That place has weird stuff happening all the time. The tapes are checked almost daily.
@AlchemyAmerican I have this footage from the back of a store I used to work at in Ohio. It’s about 6-7 years old… these things could be seen regularly when I was there.