Realizing my first schizo episode was at 15 and I tried asking for help and my ex boyfriend just made fun of me.
I only realized this when I watched a skit containing a schizo joke (as most do unfortunately) and it just, unlocked something in my brain I forgot about.
I told my friend that I’ve known for a while that I think our ex mutual friend groomed me when I was 12-20 yrs old and all she said was “oh. I see how that’s disturbing.”
I feel kinda fucking shitty and I kinda wanna cvt but I don’t even have the energy to do that :/