lestelle

and the universe said I love you because you are love.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

Is everyone else happy?

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

Dying is easy. Living is hard.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

and the universe said I love you because you are love.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

Why am I so sad and tired?

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

There’s a hole in everything and I find you there, smiling like you don’t have anywhere else to be.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

An obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point where I couldn’t even talk about it.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

Tell them that I was the warmest place you knew. And that you turned me cold.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

I want time to set me ugly and knotted with loss of you, marking me.

I won't smooth you away.

I can't say goodbye.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

all the good things—they hurt the most

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

When they cut you, I bleed.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

Don’t want no other shade of blue but you, no other sadness in the world would do.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

The idea you had of me—who was she?

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

hope is a heartache

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

whatever it is
it feels like its laughing at me
from the glass of a
two sided mirror

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

I hope you know how long it takes me to learn to talk again, whenever you make me forget.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

Those who get to know our hearts the most, they always seem to be the ones we’ll never hold.

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

“You think you’re waiting for help. For someone to tell you what the right thing to do is. Even though, at the back of your mind, you already know what that is.

So all you’re really waiting for, is a time when you’re forced to do it.”

[lestelle @dearlestelle]

The hardest thing to do when you go back underwater, is talk about what the sky was like.

[Vincent Van Gone @VVanGone]

they said
I could be
something great
but turns out
I am too little
too late

[Sylvia Plath @itssylviaplath]

What is my life for and what am I going to do with it? I don't know and I'm afraid.