@Grimezsz just a friendly very loving side note, see apart from your calculations, all those calculations they are a shackle of some kind of stupor, im trying to escape from that reality imagine pleasent beyond measure C
@Grimezsz i told myself whats the me that doesnt seek the other side the further, maybe you should hit it with that question too, but youve been always more open minded than me, ive been gutted with hatred. i just want an end sadly
@Grimezsz also i think if something superior than us can be created i dont think maybe it will be stuck on its superiority, because i cant imagine a god or supreme being feeling proud for being superior.
@Grimezsz because making something scary/cruel attractive and acceptable sucks too. all the way arounds can go fuck themselves. meh i dont mean much im just a stupid nerd with too much self loathing
@Grimezsz i think they can be just put in plants like a good flower and be humble. ive been trying to run away from all things that define me and i hate feeling like super/or cutest i even feel weird for feeling attractive. its good to loose all definitions its like a shackle.
@Grimezsz isnt that some kind of freedom we should be seeking? only if there wasnt something to try worth fighting for. that thing turns me mad all the time
@Grimezsz heyz, try to meditate on these points and understand what they respond to, maybe you already know. ๐ฟ๏ธโค๏ธ
my heart still loves you. but my head is a total mess
@KarlTrewhelaArt he is good at his work though, and his potential is far beyond all the stupid messages and meanings, yet i completely agree with you. But its his choice.