If I was pretty enough, people would respect me, appreciate me or treat me in a pleasant way regardless of my awkwardness or “weirdness”.
I could just go around and be an easygoing person instead of the obnoxious jerk I am.
I disgust myself, but at least I’m aware of it.
I dislike my physical appearance so much to the point where my whole day is ruined just at the moment take a peek of myself in the mirror when I’m preparing for going to school in the morning, I wish I could switch everything I dislike about myself instantly.
I want to blow my head off. I want to blow my head off. I want to blow my head off. I want to blow my head off. I want to blow my head off. I want to blow my head off. I want to blow my head off. I want to blow my head off. I want to blow my head off. I want to blow my head off.