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living my personal hell

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i promised myself that i would reach 1 year sober but the urges are coming back and im not sure for how much longer i can keep this inside of me… only one more month..

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i thought starting again was the right idea but i can feel myself slipping again. i cant afford to drop out again. no one would take me after that