yo bitchass

drafts

[yo bitchass @endtro]

when did you get so mean

[yo bitchass @endtro]

tried to change you but you changed me

[yo bitchass @endtro]

yo do i fr want to marry this person

[yo bitchass @endtro]

call me a cow farmer the way i milk out his dick

[yo bitchass @endtro]

my birthday ✅
4th of july ✅
his birthday ✅
thanksgiving ✅
new years ✅
valentine’s day 🔜

[yo bitchass @endtro]

i’ve spent all night crying, but i text you “hope you’re having fun:)”

[yo bitchass @endtro]

sometimes i think about you, when i remembered how kind you were, and how you listened to me. you never thought i was over dramatic, you cared.

[yo bitchass @endtro]

i pray one day i’ll look back to this time, and be thankful that i never gave up

[yo bitchass @endtro]

i hate that you’re out having the time of your life and i’m not there

[yo bitchass @endtro]

the constanturge to get better and prove to everyone that i'm nota failure vs the Urge to get worse and prove to everyone i am suffering.

[yo bitchass @endtro]

when somebody asks why i am the way i am so i start explaining to them how everyone i ve ever loved has let me down

[yo bitchass @endtro]

I always wished for someone who'd be afraid to lose me.
But how could anyone fear losing me, when all l ever showed was that I'd stay no matter how they treated me.

[yo bitchass @endtro]

then i start to think about how everyone’s lives would be better off without me

[yo bitchass @endtro]

i grew up always being on mute

[yo bitchass @endtro]

this close to just killing myself

[yo bitchass @endtro]

i hate myself

[yo bitchass @endtro]

now he always takes his phone out to take pictures of me

[yo bitchass @endtro]

then he became so sweet and caring, my caretaker

[yo bitchass @endtro]

“you’re THE girl”

[yo bitchass @endtro]

give you my word and you take it and run