i hate so much when I keep thinking of patients offwork. why am I thinking about them before sleeping, the moment I wake up, in my dreams, thinking thinking all the time as a background buzz in my mind
just did an electrical cardioversion and I'm still thrilled every time. I got so stressed for a moment and now I'm feeling myself coming down from the rush
I'm an 2010 type (without even that product, just a simple serum). The new method makes your hair so heavy with products and it's unnatural to the touch. The first style is messy, natural, fluffy and light
no literally no no. I've seen people get SO better at their life, wayyyy better with these drugs. with minimal to no effect. yes there are risks and some bad things sometimes happen but it's 1) not the norm 2) always better than the misery the patient was in
of finding a new apartment and leaving the hospital dorms in Switzerland, a groupchat of my siblings sending memes, a friend who's going through a heartbreak with her husband, a groupchat of my colleagues talking about tonight's shift... etc. what a summary of adult life!
the ongoing convos rn in my texts: a groupchat organising a surprise birthday party for our friend, another groupchat of another group of friends assisting our friend who's the one caring gor her father who got a stroke recently, another friend who's telling me her updates
I grew up reading Khaled Hosseini's books, and at times I cried over Maryam and Laila, and Amir and Hassan. But everything has changed since I realised he's America's favourite Afghan.
The concept of forgiveness "purifying" and resentment "rotting" is rooted in theological justification of abuses. Anger and resentment do not "rot" you, forgiveness doesn't "purify" you. They emerge in contextual relationships, resentment can be virtue and forgiveness can rot you