made it on a really bad day. felt like raw meat honestly. like everything was on the outside and i had no skin. the kind of feeling you can't really explain even to the people right next to you.
i've never been good at saying any of this out loud. i kind of don't know how😅😅so it just comes out here instead. in red. on a canvas. where i don't have to find the words.
i think everyone has a version of this, some place the stuff goes when you can't say it. mine's painting. maybe yours is something else, but ,i really don't think i'm the only one who does this. anyway. this is what came out