Depressed

Neurotic.

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Self contempt.

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Feeling of inadequacies.

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Maybe it's just that I'm too scared to live.

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Some manage them fairly well, others don't. Should we blame those who can't manage the effects or their mentality for their suffering?

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Maybe it's pride and arrogance mixed with other negative characteristics that holds back your mind.

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But even after all that, I wouldn't blame you. The world can be so cruel, so unforgiving. These negative attributes did not come from no where, they are the effects of the experiences and situations that life gave you.

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But there's that point where you're too tired, too scared even to just move an inch.

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Doing the right thing is often hard. And failing to do so makes it harder for yourself.

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You'll beat yourself up about it. You know if you did the right thing, it'll help you. But if you don't, you'll feel even more pathetic.

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I used to not understand the affinity for destructive habits. But then I found myself in the same point in my life where it seems to be the only pain reliever available.

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The reason people indulge so much into addictive habits is because they numb things that people normally couldn't bear.