judy

My anxiety is bigger than me.

[judy @friendinabox]

@boredaqouh Hello bb! How are uu?

[judy @friendinabox]

@boredaqouh HAHAHAHAHA DIBA. AKO DIN EH HAHAHAHA

[judy @friendinabox]

Sino pwede kausap. Need ko lang mag kwento ng crush ko na di ko makwento sa mga kakilala ko

[judy @friendinabox]

Now that I reached the end of ypur fuxking blog. I will read it and I hoeuep once I'm done, my feeling for you will end as well.

[judy @friendinabox]

Now it's 4 in the morning
I should be falling asleep but I'm falling for you instead.

This line from BV's song hits me every fucking time.

[judy @friendinabox]

@classynicss Tara usap

[judy @friendinabox]

Why do you have to tell me that you bake cookies and will send it to your crush? Why do I need to hear it f8rst in the morning? Don't I have feelings?!

[judy @friendinabox]

Euphoria's special episode. That's just what i need right now.

[judy @friendinabox]

Thanks for making me feel like shit. I hate my self for thinking this but I can't help.

[judy @friendinabox]

You're online but ignoring my message. Okay. Thanks

[judy @friendinabox]

The new instagram uodate that let you see who's online and not have never felt hurtful as this before.

[judy @friendinabox]

God help me.

[judy @friendinabox]

Day 14 of my bestfriend getting a boyfriend: Tomorrow I'm gonna meet the guy. I'm getting anxious right now. The reality will slap me hard in the face tomorrow. So goodluck to me. 😩

[judy @friendinabox]

Day 1 of My bestfriend getting a boyfriend: She told me today that the guy he's talking to ask her out. The date was not set yet, I congratulate her and laughed. Intense anxiety flooded my brain. And I'm crying now. Can't tell her how I feel because of embarrassment.

[judy @friendinabox]

Day 3 of my bestfriend getting a boyfriend: last night my bestfriend is so busy because she have lots of deadline to do, so we just video chat each other and I pretend that I'm asleep while she's doing her work. And I feel asleep we did not talk.

[judy @friendinabox]

It's just me who's thinking everything on a negative angle. And she's just being her loving self. Hays Happy new year to me. To this anxiety and all my issues.

[judy @friendinabox]

In the morning when I wake up the video chat is still on and I can't saw her but I know that she's already sleeping. I checked IG stories and saw that she posted a picture of us video chatting and I'm already sleeping that time.

[judy @friendinabox]

@alienswifey Wow thanks you're so kind huhu. Stay safe too 💖

[judy @friendinabox]

I'm crying infront of the screen. She doesn't see me double pun intended. I hate that feeling. I'm happy that she's happy but I'm sad at the same time cuz she's happy without me.

[judy @friendinabox]

The future boyfriend is sending data dumps and my bestfriend, her phone is vibrating endlessly and I can hear it she's happy and she's using her other phone to reply and I felt watching the movie alone. All the lights were out in my room and i