ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ

⠀⠀⠀no⠀⠀⠀madness;⠀⠀⠀⠀only ⠀⠀⠀long⠀⠀⠀ deployment—
⠀ ⠀⠀ ❚ ❙⠀ ⠀ ⠀_⠀ ⠀ 𝓣HE⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ 𝐌͜AN⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀remains———

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

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[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

“It’s not that I don’t care,” he adjusted his long hair. “It’s just that… It’s okay, Tobirama. I don’t want to think much about the war, I want to focus on this village and what we’re trying to build here. It’s hard when you keep remembering me about these things.”

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

he pauses, and turns away,
“I can’t do this anymore.. I’m trying so hard to fix things and have you understand but you really do not care.”
he sighed softly, hashirama he has tried to be civil.
“whatever, go back to sleep.”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

“That’s because you woke me up when I was having the best sleep in days.” Another sigh. Low move, since Madara was a damn insomniac.

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

“I can see you, you know— you have a tensed up vein on your temple.” He held his hand. “Just let me help a little bit, and I’ll leave you alone forever.”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

“Stop this, it’s pointless,” he touched the other’s hand to pull him away from his face. “I told you I’m fine.”

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

“Shut up, you’re a hypocrite.” He pouts before touching his face once more and pulled him closer and continued to heal his face.

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

“The way you feel also harms others, you say hard words and make people feel angry or sad too.” Wasn’t it ironic? An Uchiha telling those things to a Senju. “I feel fine,” but he couldn’t actually see Tobirama’s face very well.

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

“the way i feel isn’t self pity.”

he sighed, “But it’s not about me right now, come closer, let me see you.”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

He tried to pull away since he never really enjoyed to be touched like that or in any other manner, but his muscles relaxed a bit when his headache softened a bit.

“Stop with self pity.”

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

He brings his hand over Madara’s face and use a healing technique over his eyes, assuming that they hurt from overusage.

“I think no one gives me a choice not to be.”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

“I think you’re always at defensive mode.” Closing his eyes, he kept trying to wash it until his vision got better——or less worse.

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

“Do you think I attack unprovoked?” He gets up and looks at Madara, gently rubbing his temples. “You don’t look too good..”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

“So am I the liar now?” Couldn’t he notice that Madara had no energies for any of that? Discussions, politics, the way that the council was always trying to turn him into the butcher.

The only thing that mattered was that his little brother was still alive.

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

“Don’t lie in front of me. That is not true.”
He crossed his arms and then looked at him.

“Are you okay?”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

He sighed, then looked at himself in the mirror. Madara couldn’t even recognize his own face, it was all blurry and weird——it made him wash his face again, blinking his eyes a bit until he could see better.

“I try not to say a word, yet you start.”

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

“I’m only rude when you all provoke me—- I’ll be my minding my business and then boom, I’m suddenly the bad guy for having reasonable thoughts. Does it make sense to just let me be a punching back to all of you without fighting back? I’m going to protect myself.”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

“You act like the public enemy, that’s why. Always so rude, no one wants to be around or to trust such a rude person.” He washed his face with the fresh water some servant had brought there during the night.

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

“It’s not about him, it’s about you, my brother and him.. I’m tired of feeling ganged up.. I’m by myself.. and then when I lash out, suddenly I’m public enemy no. 1, is that fair?”

He sat up and watched him move around with a careful eye.

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

He closed his eyes again, and stretched his neck backwards for a moment. “So was it what you wanted to talk? You really had to wake me up up for this?” Madara got up slowly.

“I can’t control him, he’s my brother, not my doll.”

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

“your brother keeps telling me that i do not deserve to live and yet you guys can.. and you don’t see an issue with that.” resting his head on the pillow.

“it’s.. infuriating, and I’m mad no one wants to take my side.. it’s really lonely.. it makes me feel angrier.”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

“well, this village is big enough for us to remain distant from each other.” he leaned a bit on his hands, now behind his waist, on the futon.

“i’m just trying to live as much as you, tobirama.”

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

he took a deep breath, talking wasn’t within his specialty. he’s trying his best not to be overwhelmed with feelings in his head.

“your presence has changed a lot of the dynamics that’s already well seeded in my life. I haven’t really like it.. but I’m sorry.”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

uhm. he closed his eyes again, then rubbed them with his hand, slowly sitting up. long hair was everywhere, and he tied them in a ponytail.

“talk.”

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

“ you know about what—- or at lack thereof.. and who.” his voice maybe rough but there’s no malice. “we have a past.”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

Holds tight. “My love.”

[‎ ‍‎ ༶ ‍‎ ┊ ‍‎ 𝒽͟𝖺͟𝗌͟𝗁͟𝗂𝐫𝐚𝓶𝐚. ‎ ‍‎ @fataleheresie]

jumps him

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

Looking around.

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

rubbing his eyes, he stared at the other. deep sigh. “ about .. ? ”

[⊹₊ ⋆ @nidaimayo]

…

slides into @godcomplcx depression bed and looks at him, “we need to talk.”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

His eyes were burning a little. Not because of the way he used them all the time, but maybe because he was too tired. A sigh escaped his lips and he nodded in agreement. “ Mito. ” corrected himself.

[ᅠ.・ 1ˢᵗ 𝑳𝗔𝗗𝗬 @ITSHER_X]

that was reassuring at last , a little of the tension in her shoulders visibly lifted and the woman managed to breathe a little easier, relaxed .

“ That's good ” she acknowledged with a nod “ Call me Mito — you're way too formal. Doesn't sit right with me ”

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

Because he’s used on being stabbed on his back. That’s why.

[♡゙ 𓂃ᅠ 𑁍ࠬܓ .ᐟ @prxttyfvckface]

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ But now he can seek help to others . There is no war going on , the village is having one of their best peaceful moments right now . .

Why don't he try to relax for a moment .ᐣ

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

( Heavy eyelids. Slowly, his raven hair eyes fluttered until they closed again, the caresses making his mind foggy. ) Mhm… I am.

[Izuna Uchiha @Falcon_Uch1ha]

"You're right. So we always need to be ready." (He smiles down at him while brushing a strand hair over his ear.) "Not now though. I hope you're getting the relaxation you need."

[ᅠ ͟鬼?┉、𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂ᵍᵒᵈ @godcomplcx]

A frail and lazy smile appeared on his lips as he heard that. Was it his birthday ? Hashirama knew things about him that he didn’t even remember. “ Do you? ” He sat down very slowly, his raven hair still messy as he yawned.

[‎ ‍‎ ༶ ‍‎ ┊ ‍‎ 𝒽͟𝖺͟𝗌͟𝗁͟𝗂𝐫𝐚𝓶𝐚. ‎ ‍‎ @fataleheresie]

“ happy birthday, my love. ” hashirama wished, gently caressing raven hair. “ i have many things planned for you. ”