the grief of losing my daughter is even harder to cope with now that her father has gone, what Iโm experiencing is the collision of multiple devastating losses: the loss of my baby, the loss of him, the loss of my former identity & role in life & the loss of the future I thought we were going to have.๐
Iโve had this orchid for years nowโฆ it brings me so much joy. The flowers are always dying & being reborn.
Pluto is in retrograde right now; the planet of death, rebirth & transformation. So if you feel like youโre traversing the depths of The Underworld right nowโฆ youโre not failing, youโre actually in perfect cosmic alignment.
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I am wearing fire engine red,
trying desperately to be a flame,
whilst the pain eats me.
And the sky is mourning,
silently, like a grave ashen widow,
with no one to turn to.
And Iโm choking on all the love,
I have and all the tomorrows,
with nowhere to go.
And no Iโm not talking about my ex. Iโm talking about all my jealous spies & haters revelling in my misery hoping itโll break me. Sorry to disappoint you but Iโm a powerful witch & an alchemistโit wonโt.
Obsessing over me & praying for my โdownfallโ is not powerful. It is the antithesis of powerful. Youโre a low-frequency parasite. And it is I who holds all the power over you.
@sc_face Yeah, itโs got to be lukewarm like rainfall in a hot & humid rainforest. Also, make sure theyโre never sitting in any stagnant water. After youโve watered them, drain off any excess water from the bottom of the pot.๐
@sc_face They need a lot of natural light. Are you keeping them on the windowsill? And they only need to be watered very sparingly, once every two weeksโฆ & make sure the water is tepid, not cold.
@FroqMhamad Itโs pathetic how many people feed on my energy like parasites in the shadows thinking theyโre the powerful ones. They are literally under my spell. Meanwhile, they donโt even exist to me.