Anyone can be a part of the media to write (well-trained with necessary qualifications, of course). However, we may not be aware how our languages may affect not only the shuttlers but also the way the world will see us.
Here's a food for thought:
We are Malaysians. We speak more than one language. And because of that, our multilingual abilities can be a double-edged sword.
A piece of news written in English, if badly, can be spread to the whole world in a blink of an eye (lingua franca).
Satu berita dalam bahasa kebangsaan, iaitu dalam bahasa Melayu, jika mengandungi unsur negatif, akan disebar cepat kepada seluruh dunia yang memahaminya.
一篇文章如果包含负面的成分将会在眨眼间传给全世界能够阅读中文的人被读取。
Your wording reflects your professionalism.
“Saya pun benci juga keluar nk jawab lagi kalah nk try again lagi, come back stronger tu mcm dah bosan la. Saya taktau bila mgkin blh berdiri dekat sini cakap, saya sudah menang saya sdh champion saya dah sgt confident but i hope satu hari nnti akan boleh cakap mcm ni dekat sini”
Finally, I suggest that you try to reframe failure. This can be really tricky, but if you think of mistakes or setbacks as tools to help you learn and grow, they’re less likely to lead to stress and anxiety. This way, you can focus on your work without the worry.