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befallen

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trying really hard not to put myself into a deep mental anguish today

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my brain is scary and evil right now and i want to cut off everyone in my life and disappear

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i love and miss her but what if i’m just truly never enough

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it’s ok i’m just tired, it’ll pass again, just need to close my eyes and forget

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i fear that you’ll decide it won’t work like this

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i’m getting anxious again

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i just want to be known

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big i’m not enough feelings today

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i really really don’t like myself right now

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maybe i’m not meant for this

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the way your eyes light up every time i tell you i love you is better than any drug

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falling down ever so slowly

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lonely sunsets without my princess

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i just starve skin and bones
its ok ill eat the air

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and i will go like the leaves change, slowly and beautifully

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and i will fall through the abyss until i have nothing left to give

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im sure you love me but im not ever sure i am enough for it

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how can you care when i have nothing of substance

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i will fall again even when i fear it

[⟡˙⋆ 𝓱𝓪𝔂𝓭𝓮𝓷 ⋆˙⟡ @5foot3inches]

soo my radiator blew last night and i’m probably gonna sell content to help cover it, but for now if y’all wanna help with repair costs ($600) out of the goodness of ur hearts i would really really appreciate it <3

ca: $tragicbi
vm: ohnohayden