I will private this account soon and do not intend to use it again. I do not like to.
Everything relating to this makes me incredibly upset. I want to be alone. I want to live a normal life.
Cant be like that. Cant hurt them. I love them. Its not right, im going to be a bad person. So I cant. Have friends. Never. No. I dont want them to be hurt, I really dont, I won't hurt anyone again
I hurt them and they will hurt me back, its ,what I get, so no more, I can just. Not have anymore. Cantbhurt anyone anymore, never ever, I dont want to hurt anybody, I love everyone so much, its not right to keep hurting
I dont understand why I have to live like this
Constantly being misunderstood and told that im bad if I word something wrong, and then being hurt because no one will listen, no matter how I approach it, no matter what it was
They just . Hurt me. Again
I used to beg for my friends to listen because if I said one word wrong id be called awful things or blocked snd theyd repeat the cycle, and I think , it hasn't changed much, even with them beinh gone
Don't compare me to an attempted murderer. I've never done anything, and I never will. It's unwell to think all schizophrenic people will do such a thing for just having mental health struggles.
@protagfolly But i won't ive never ever tried to, I just wanted him to say he was sorry because ive been genuinely hurt by some of the stuff hes said , it felt so awful and now it feels worse with what else was said, it hurts, I thought he was my friend