THIS IS NOT A MEMOIR. π§
Itβs a record of what happens when identity, addiction, sex, power, and survival collide β and you donβt get to edit the parts that hurt. β‘
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I made this change because I want more people inside the room. The visual element of this show matters. The conversations matter. And right now, the audiobook of Deeper: An Anti-Memoir is being serialized exclusively for subscribers β one chapter every Wednesday, all year long.
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ππ¦ HUNGERFF gets absolutely WRECKED by @SimonJamesIII and Gio King! These two filthy pigs take turns slamming his hole, fisting him DEEP, double fisting, and prolapse pounding until his ruined meat sack is dragging on the floor!
From the vault and nastier than you remember.
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Whoβs ready to see this greedy pig get turned inside out? π·π₯
@PupAmp@WattsTheSafewrd@Spotify That sucks bro! Still looking forward to working together, regardless of what platorm we end up. Hope it is resolved quickly.
Some things you carry for a long time before you can say them out loud. This is one of those chapters.
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DRIVE-BY REVIEW INCIDENT
Weapon used: 2 stars
Evidence left behind: NONE
Written review: NONE
Explanation: NONE
Motive: Unclear. Possibly felt feelings.
Meanwhile, 18 other readers left five stars. One compared it to Euphoria. One saw their own life in it. One bought it as a joke and refused to give it back.
Suspect remains at large. Author remains unbothered.
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DEEPER just updated its dating profile.
Age: 60 chapters
Bio: "Not looking for anything casual. Will consume your entire weekend. 19 people already fell in love. 1 person thought it was merely 'great.'"
Rating: 4.9
Matches: 300+
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"People think we're rolling in money."
"We're rolling in something, but it isn't money."
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Alex Tikas joins #Brolapse this Friday as we talk about the biggest myth in adult entertainment: fame doesn't automatically pay the bills.
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This book started as an art project.
I was trying to show my grandmother what addiction looks and feels like. Not explain it. Show it. I created these images thinking they were just for her, a way for the person who never stopped loving me to finally see what I'd been through.
She looked at them and told me I should turn it into a book. So I did.
447 pages later, Deeper exists because of her. But it got to 300 copies in 13 countries because of you.
Thank you to everyone who bought a copy, shared a link, left a review, told a friend, or just sent a message saying the book meant something to them. Thank you to the people who bought signed copies off my site and the people who found it on Amazon in Belgium or Brazil or Australia without ever hearing my name before.
Thank you to Josh for writing the foreword and believing in this project before anyone else did. Thank you to the Brolapse listeners who have been here every Friday. Thank you to the X community for embracing this project and making this weekend unforgettable.
Thank you to Patrick at Unbound Edition Press for giving this book a chance and ultimately respecting my decision to self-publish my story in the way I thought was best. That meant a lot.
Thank you to the friends who told me to bet on myself. You were right. I own every word, every right, and every dollar.
Thank you to Eightball for sitting next to me through every late night edit and every moment I almost quit.
And thank you to my grandmother. You saw something in those images that I couldn't see yet. You started this.
This book was supposed to be too niche, too explicit, too much. 300 people in 13 countries disagree.
We're just getting started.
Deeper: An Anti-Memoir. Available now.
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#Deeper #AntiMemoir #SelfPublished #IndieAuthor #LGBTQ #QueerBooks #QueerMemoir #GayAuthor #HungerFF #ThankYou #WritingCommunity #FSquared #IndiePublishing
Alex Tikas returns to #Brolapse this Friday at 8 PM.
We talk about internet misconceptions, niche kinks, parasocial weirdness, and why guys will say theyβre βgrossed outβ by something while simultaneously trying to hook up with you.
Also: the origin of βFisting Jesus.β π
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Chapter 13 of the Deeper audiobook is live now.
Cost β a chapter about power, control, addiction, risk, and the illusion of invincibility.
The beginning of the Vices section.
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