charlie

i hate 4w3 entps (read dazai osamu)

[charlie @iwadyke]

i forgot to say it but we're official now and im just so so so happy he makes me happy and like?? we kissed AAAAAAAAAH

[charlie @iwadyke]

when i saw you behind me in the queue at con back in september i would have never guessed that four months later i would be the one who gets to kiss you and hold your hand

[charlie @iwadyke]

kiss kiss fall in love~

[charlie @iwadyke]

OKAY HOLY SHIT HE CONFESSED TO ME AFTER SOME CONVO AND HE LITTERALY CALLED ME HIS CRUSH AND SAID HE'S BEEN FEELING LIKE THIS FOR A WHILE ETC. AND THAT HIS OTHER CRUSH HE WAS JUST TRYING TO CONVINCE HIMSELF ETC. ANYWAYS IM FREAKING OUT

[charlie @iwadyke]

anyways we both said "let's ignore this" and we went on our convo but that was definitely a moment lmao

[charlie @iwadyke]

so i think i was saying abt how i was scared to date again bcz i thought my ex was the love of my life and then he said "you're the love of my life" and i laughed bcz i was shy and i was joking about how that made mr feel something and he was like "yeah me too" /srs but /lh

[charlie @iwadyke]

im going to fucking scream wtf

[charlie @iwadyke]

so to sum up: he's not sure he wants something with his flirt and he wants to do a tachigin couple cosplay with me
also we went on something that could litteraly have been a date on friday and he keeps buying me some presents
also he's been joking about holding my hand

[charlie @iwadyke]

we had sushi for lunch, we went to the christmas market, we went to the book shop, we went to the ice rink and then we had hot choco and i accompanied him back to his bus stop

[charlie @iwadyke]

okay omg i can't believe this whole afternoon happened

[charlie @iwadyke]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

[charlie @iwadyke]

the way im going on an outing with him tmr doing the exact same thing he's taking his crush to do next week

[charlie @iwadyke]

when blondie said please don't be in love with someone else i felt it

[charlie @iwadyke]

but it also means i can openly flirt with *** now hehe

[charlie @iwadyke]

okay my ex gf and i broke up mutually early afternoon im actually relieved kinda? it was honestly just holding us down at this point

[charlie @iwadyke]

i feel so bad bcz i don't want to feel like this when i still haven't broken up with my gf but he's part of the reason i want to break up and it's not like im dating him anyway right?

[charlie @iwadyke]

okay so he's so cute wtf

[charlie @iwadyke]

i have no one following me here which is great bcz it means i get to scream about a certain someone in tranquility