So my tumblr just got t’med and I’m so frustrated, I see accounts that are 7 years old posting far worse content with high engagement and they somehow don’t get reported but my 5 day old account does??
I get sad, I get angry, I get hopeful, I feel stupid for being hopeful, I feel sad again, I feel so much self hatred, I feel humiliated, I feel disgusted at my own desperation, and then I feel angry at you again for reducing me to that, and then I just miss you horribly again
If I keep buying low cal food only to hoard it until it expires and then feel guilty about wasting, I swear I may go actually insane before I get skinny