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[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

𝑭𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝑭𝒍𝒂𝒘

𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲
𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐬𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠.

𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 K̸I̸N̸C̸A̸I̸D̸ P̸I̸E̸R̸S̸O̸N̸ 𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴

org. character from the weaves of https://t.co/bTQFFe7dgh

[кลเรэя𖤐 @dfwkaiser]

let me make you feel safe then make you moan.

[︎ ︎ ︎ ،،̲ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ HELL'S ︎ ︎ ︎ ꒷꒦ ︎ ︎ BELLS. @devouringink]

we spoke all night in tongues; in fingertips, in teeth.

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

“I’m so sorry, it wasn’t your touch.” she said feeling a tad embarrassed of the message her reaction sent. “you just happen to look like someone that’s all…”

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ 𝒂͟bigailᅟ𝖍arkness͟ᅟ ♱ @unvivedanima]

eventually, her hand retracted. “ it's all right. not many people are used to interacting with an undead. i know my touch can feel cold as ice. ” now abigail wondered whether she had ever actually told the other woman that she was dead.

[ً @holyaches]

there is an ache in my heart that will linger until i see you again.

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

she can’t help the way she slightly recoils, not at the coldness, that’s actually soothing but because she looks exactly like Vera. “Sorry I didn’t mean to react that way… I just, it’s been a rough couple of days…”

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ 𝒂͟bigailᅟ𝖍arkness͟ᅟ ♱ @unvivedanima]

“ the skill isn't about never saying the wrong thing though. no one's perfect. ” cold hand rubbing soothing circles on her back. “ don't be too harsh on yourself. ”

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

— in keeping herself and alcohol separately. today was just a breaking point being met, “I’m to understand but I get nothing to go off…” and she doesn’t want to give up but at the same time she doesn’t want to burn herself out in the attempt.

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

“it was the solution for today.” she doesn’t make it a habit to drink. If anything it is the first time in a long time since she consumed enough to be drunk. per her last relationship which was tainted by the drinking problem her ex-husband had, she had been diligent —

[ᅟ… * 𓆪 ᅟ𝓁𝑎𝑦𝑙𝑎ᅟ ִֶָ☾. @yellowsedai]

... including you. i'm sorry to hear that. sometimes we say things we regret when we're hurt or upset. it's normal and very human. ”

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

“that’s a tomorrow problem.” let her wallow in self pity for a little while longer. “I would like to disagree. What I need is to stop putting my foot in my mouth when I speak but I don’t see that happening anytime soon.”

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ 𝒂͟bigailᅟ𝖍arkness͟ᅟ ♱ @unvivedanima]

“ not the hangover you'll have tomorrow ( ... ) ” abigail sighed. she's seen this before. “ what you need is a little help. perhaps company too. ”

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

“not okay? i am feeling amazingly well. I only called someone i love hollow and unfeeling despite knowing that’s not the truth.” She is shrugging, “That’s very sweet speaking so what got me into The predicament.”

[ᅟ… * 𓆪 ᅟ𝓁𝑎𝑦𝑙𝑎ᅟ ִֶָ☾. @yellowsedai]

“ i've seen enough of mo's doppelgängers to know you're not okay... ” she'll stay around in case this worsens. maybe her protective side is showing up with every moiraine twin. “ if you need to speak to someone i'm all ears. ”

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

“—it feels good. very much prone to forgetting momentarily.”

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ 𝒂͟bigailᅟ𝖍arkness͟ᅟ ♱ @unvivedanima]

“ that doesn't look good. too much alcohol is not good— ”

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

“Pfft, nah. I’m fineee.”

[ᅟ… * 𓆪 ᅟ𝓁𝑎𝑦𝑙𝑎ᅟ ִֶָ☾. @yellowsedai]

ohno... “ do you need help? ”

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

. . . may be a lil drunk 👌

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

— a scene, we can discuss them tomorrow morning.” And just like that she walks away, not waiting for her to say anything back.

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

“and this is how things end, not with a bang but with a whimper.”she quotes, quietly, turning on her heels towards the door. part of her wants to avoid seeing Vera altogether and she considers forgoing their early call but she was, is, excited about this project and she’ll have —

[𝚅𝙴𝚁𝙰 @FlawedThespian]

— unclasped from her wrist , and she walks to her jewelry box , placing it inside .

“ we have an early call time tomorrow , you should head home . ”

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

— me but when I came back stage to see you, well, you had your hand down your co-star pants.” It was a sobering moment, one that marked her for a long time. “I thought you had finally someone to be yourself with so I left.” A deep breath, “I got a few notes for —

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

12:45 pm. probably a good time to start day drinking.

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

— I can probably oblige, but, and I am going to be honest that’s not going to be enough in the long run and I am not talking about me… at one point you’ll grown tired of being so hollow.”

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

“YOU KEPT PUSHING ME AWAY.” she screams and the tears that come out are not out of sadness but the immense anger that brewing within her. “we did everything short of dating. the moment we slept together you just drifted away and I was left there wondering if that was all —

[𝚅𝙴𝚁𝙰 @FlawedThespian]

— someone like her either . “ what do you think this is ? ” if not an indication of love .

“ do you think i have heart to hearts with anyone meaningless ? that i waste time reasoning ? explaining ? this is exhausting , jillian . ”

[* 𝙹𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙰𝙽 ‎𝙼𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴 .ᐟ @irasciblesoul]

— conversation.” she finally lets go of her neck, dropping her arms with a defeated sigh. Jillian cannot even begin to comprehend what was she expecting, when all she wanted to do all this time was kiss Vera. “You want to continue this and make it all about sex —