I gave you all I could give,
Which I know it ain’t much,
That spark that I had as a kid,
Has seemingly burnt out to dust,
I’m about to combust, high on angel dust, lost in lust, it’s not enough,
So kill me on camera, make it a snuff, it’s not enough, it’s never enough,
Self reflection is important but,
You don’t have to hate yourself,
Looking at the person in the mirror is important but,
Not for 3 hours at a time,
Getting sleep is important but,
Not for 3 days at a time,
Havin wine with friends is lovely but, Not 3 bottles, alone every night
There should to be a time machine theme park. U walk in & choose which era to travel; 50’s, 60’s, 70’s, 80’s etc. Filled with actors, cars of the era, like a movie set. Maybe even concerts with like Elvis or Beatles or Prince impersonators. Feel what it was like back then
This is a music video for a song I wrote about panic attacks. If you suffer from anxiety, depression, OCD, this song specifically, is for you ❤️🌹 https://t.co/BWOpPmLKw9
And she said to me “you’ve got a sadness about you, you know that.. alittle like Kurt Cobain but a lot more like Edward Scissorhands” - Anonymous, Jan 2021
I’m not getting high,
I’m just getting to the middle,
Don’t intend to get loaded,
Just drop me off at zero,
Ya I’ve been off the alcohol,
But that don’t mean I’m sober at all,
Just can’t help this feeling,
Still crawling out of my skin,
It never ends but hey a wins a win
Seems these days everyone’s thinking in black & white,
I on the other hand see everything gray, what such strange times,
Salts just creeping to the bottom & its taking hold,
Everyone STOP talking, you interfere with my fascination of dying & fear of growing old
Like wolves, I can't help but lick my lips at the thought of biting into your skin, & tasting grace,
Oh god what I'd give to feel the slightest bit alive again
If you’re still awake right now alone overthinking about your life, relationships, decisions, your past or your future, I just want you know that you’re not alone because I am too