Monte-Carlo's Stars (kate)

a wayyy too sexual, raging wineaholic, writer, humble narcissist ❤️‍🔥

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CHRONIC UNIMPRESS, fed up turning into adrenaline addiction, turning to impulse control issues

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QOTD : Knowing someone is for you is like knowing when you’re hot enough to take your jumper off. There’s nothing poking at you saying ‘but maybe you should keep it on a little longer’. No, when you’re too hot, you decide you’re going to take your jumper off, and that’s that.

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Shocked to my core when I realised at 20 that the only consistent thing in my life has been wanting to be skinny…

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Reading about someone I used to write about is a new ache and pain.
#imtryingtomoveon

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(part 3) even if it's destructive.
Without it, I swear I'd feel naked.
So maybe I need to get a new ladder because all this climbing isn't getting me to 2, I'm just exhausted.
#poem

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1 - 2 (part 1): #poem
There is an infinite amount of numbers between 1 and 2.
Like a ladder, I feel like I've been climbing all the numbers of 1 to try and reach 2 for months now.
But 1.7835657 is just as far away from 2 as 1.99999999 is...

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(part 2)...There’s so many things I can’t let go of or forgive, because Im scared that It’ll make me soft.
People I still feel the desperate desire to chase until I can catch it and send it away again, because nobody talks about how much of your safety you put into the familiar,

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Im so curious to hear other people’s ’nice-person’ side effects

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crazy how being a good fucking person actually has its upsides.

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#DAY2 of poems for hot people ✨

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#DAY1 of poems for hot people ✨

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Wrote something beautiful again 😍😍😍

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a comment on nostalgia.

I’m all alone in here visiting my grandparents. After holidays of frustration with how busy, and how messy it always was in this one room, it’s finally silent, it’s finally tidy, and I finally have enough pillows. I miss the fights.

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First Christmas after leaving home:
Is this what adulthood will be from now on… me travelling by myself. The family I used to fly with to see family is now the family that I fly to see. All by myself.
#adulthood

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So I wrote something today…

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Free your mind from what has happened,
Accept the change and move on,
And stop living in a world that no longer exists…

Put the lid on the box and step on it to move towards the next, greater thing.

#acceptance #yougotthis

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My two different moods :///

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Forever a matcha girlie ✨

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fuck my comfort zone, my anxiety is where I seem to thrive

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Masturbation as a woman is fucking powerful... that shit have me feeling like i can rule the world. There's no way this isn't a universal experience #sexpositive