Hey, B.
It's still shining in there, it's just covered by dust, dirt, and blood. Open the curtains. Stop expecting anyone will want to help it to shine again or stop to admire it. You never know when the light will actually go out, so bask in it and let it light the dark.
Give yourself enough respect to walk away from anyone who doesnβt see your worth. Be proud of yourself. Be proud that your heart and intentions are good. Be proud of the fact that you are trying.