βRough sex, but not in the trashy, cheap way you see in porn. I mean the animalistic, all consuming kind, like two people unraveling each other with poetic brutality, somewhere between violence and worship.β
I donβt have a fetish HOWEVER, older men have taken my orgasms to insane places. The wildest Iβve ever been fucked by an older gentleman was when I just turned 21, a 68 year old man who towered over me (mind you, Iβm 5β8β, roughly, much taller in heels) took out his catheter to fuck me, made me squirt so hard from oral I was literally depleted of fluid.
Another man, early 60s, was causing me to have intense orgasms that I couldnβt control on the drive to see him, first by sexting, then by way of his hands all over me that weekend. He was training me to cum all over his dick, he wouldnβt stop fucking me until he could feel me cum
Waking me up in the middle of the night licking and kissing my body in the dark. We kept talking about how we loved keeping up one way, while being so fucking dirty filthy naughty.
Hosting is hard work lol and rewarding. Iβm so wiped out from the day. Hoping to unwind soon, as thatβs all I deeply crave. Iβm feeling so tense and uptight, lately, and the usual things like bubble baths and tea arenβt helping me wind down enough. Iβm relaxed but my body is tense and rigid, ready to do another thing and another thing.
Hoppy Easter π