sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞

❤️‍🩹 traumacore artist + mentally ill vent acct. DID sys of 22. 🌈 af. minors don’t follow pls

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

abt me:

name: rusty

age: 20

posting: traumacoretwt,
some shtwt and general vent

WARNINGS: art and talk about sh/ed/sickness and child abuse (of all forms) in my posts

will caption art w what content it contains for muting purposes

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

#traumacore #illness #shtwtw

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

Shtwt #shtwt

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

child abuse CSA traumacore

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

Trying to get my For You to change so if I like a lot of your posts that’s part of why!! (Other part is I enjoy them)

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

hospitals

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

I want to recover completely. To never have that voice in my head again. This was a real wake up call for me. Life was and is awful but it can get better. I have to believe that. You can get better too, I hope.

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

Like I’m not kidding this shit is no joke. I thought “hey other people purge more/restrict worse/etc and are fine” but every body is different and blythe baird was right if you aren’t recovering you are dying. Maybe not today but someday it’ll catch up to you

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

Feeding tubes used to be something I strived for because edtwt made it seem like a goal to show how sick I was. That shit SUCKS. It hurts and it makes you so sick to your stomach and everyone who sees you judged you so you don’t want to leave your house or your room

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

I’m BEGGING edtwt users to recover.

10 weeks ago I almost died. Id been purging and restricting for only 5 months. But that shit hits fast. I didn’t even lose that much weight, yet I wound up hospitalized with a feeding tube for 3 weeks with a heart condition that’s permanent.

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

I think I’m genuinely crazy tbh

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

I’m not even at the BMI I thought I wanted to be at but I’m honestly disgusted by myself in how much weight I’ve lost in just 2 months just throw the whole body away and start over pls

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

Like my eyes tell my brain “this is nasty” but my brain tells the rest of it “no no look at the scale it’s good we’re on the right path” shut up both of y’all

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

@clelopl Them saying “at your grown age” tells me they haven’t even hit 21 yet

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

@De4dGrrrl Ur smaller than me and ur fashion is 👌 so I think they’re just jealous tbh

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

Here have a I’m dying bc purging and sh is horrible but it’s the only thing that makes me Feel ™ art

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

@chepko_ I have just purging disorder and it’s hell I wish I’d never stated it’s all I think about. I restrict but still purge every time I can

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

@motha_fuckrr You sure you don’t have cannabis hyperemesis syndrome?

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

Bc maybe I’m fat but damn them bruises are on point

[sicko TraumaCore ❌🔞 @lastexitED]

Have a #bruise aesthetic