@fknfairygoddess cried my eyes out last night because i realized im still in love with someone i cut off and that person hurt me so much and i feel like i dont deserve love because everytime i try i end hurt and the person hust moves to someone snd i just can’t. i hate myself so much and i feel
it’s so hard to actually enjoy life when all you think about is leaving earth like you literally can’t enjoy the fact that you’re alive and breathing because something inside of your head makes you wanna disappear
i hate night time because i have to go to sleep and as soon as i close my eyes all the thoughts that i was trying to brush away during day time come all at the same time and i feel like im drowning