today the day was hard, I just needed some love, some hugs and… I don’t even know
I miss being with the one I love, I know that in the future is going to be okay and I will get to live with him but is hard sometimes
Today I found out that what we were planning to stay for just 1 more year ldr is now between 3/5 years
I’m so sad, I’ve been crying all night
I wish things weren’t that hard and difficult
Oh we know that ldr are good to grown as independent but F* this is so cruel and difficult to just start understanding and being able to do things by your self and enjoy only your company…
Now are just phone calls with late night talking
But in the future it will be us cuddling and talking about our day, not needing to decline or put down the call…
I found love in you… I wish we lived closer like the other couples, I wish I was so lucky like them, but I think I used all my luck to find u in my life <3 tysm
Oh I’ve been thinking and the best way to describe the world around me when I’m away from you is like an old movie in black and white… because the only thing that brings joy and Color to my world is you
Now that we are distant… I notice how I’m a totally different person when I’m with u… the feeling I have next to u is like living in a dream, my best dream, being able to see your face close to mine and hugging u…