Total Recall Project

Personal digital archivist. 260M word personal archive over 27 years including 26M words of journals. Former ML/AI researcher.

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https://t.co/9iIQrAJOhz

I thought I was organizing my data. It had other ideas.

For a long time, I resisted calling what I was building a Second Brain.

Turns out if you collect enough personal data, it eventually has opinions.

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@sama What’s the cadence for improving gpt-5-mini? Is it tied to the dotted upgrades of the flagship model?

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@iruletheworldmo How long after GPT 5.3 until gpt-5-mini is improved/upgraded?

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@polydao @Polymarket How long after gpt-5.3 til gpt-5-mini is improved/upgraded?

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Never been a better time to build your second brain

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https://t.co/9iIQrAJOhz

I thought I was organizing my data. It had other ideas.

For a long time, I resisted calling what I was building a Second Brain.

Turns out if you collect enough personal data, it eventually has opinions.

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I’ve always wondered why so many people complain bitterly that LLM’s can’t do anything right when my experience is consistently positive.

I have “stronger perspective‑taking skills” which fits the papers hypothesis.

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https://t.co/kKRD101q2z

A physics-inspired argument why less is more.

1. When the Universe Does Less, So Should You.

2. Productivity Culture Still Haunts Retirees

3. The Principle of Least Action for Humans

4. The Laws of Retirement Thermodynamics

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@HeeHong166312 @WSJ Simple pleasures are the best

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@MarvinRay189319 @WSJ You earned it. Enjoy

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@liron @tegmark @deanwball Would limiting development to narrow AI (but possibly still super intelligent within its highly specialized domain) suffice? Or does narrow AI still have essentially similar risk timelines?

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@simonmaechling I’ll bite. All in favor of supporting actual humans especially un angry science/data driven ones. Following.

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Ruminations Journal, Tuesday, November 18, 2025, 5:01 AM

It feels strange to say this at my age, but I think I just listened to the most formative podcast I’ve heard in years. It’s surprising to feel something as “formative” in my sixties, yet the feeling itself is energizing. A reminder that discovery isn’t reserved for the young.

I woke at 3:15 AM, only about five hours of sleep behind me but oddly rested. I tried drifting back off, but by 3:20 I could tell that wasn’t happening. So I did what I often do: turned on a podcast through the Sonos speakers. Usually this knocks me out again. An interviewer’s voice is perfect for falling asleep, especially one that is soothing, measured, calming.

Instead of lulling me to sleep, it locked me in. I hung on every word. When it finished, I knew the night was over and the day had begun. But the ideas stuck. I could feel the interview lingering in my mind in that way where you know it’s going to stay with you. It might even be one of those rare conversations you share with a small handful of friends: the ones who have their own version of “the one desire that lives forever.”

The episode was “Patti Smith on the one desire that lasts forever.”

Link for reference: https://t.co/K2rJNtlX71

The description is poetic, flattering, reverent — “the Godmother of Punk,” the ’60s and ’70s creative scene, Bob Dylan, Ginsberg, Mapplethorpe — the mythic orbit around Patti Smith. But what struck me isn’t any of that mythology. In fact, I’ve never been a fan of her music. I never connected with Horses. Punk never spoke to me. That genre of music never pulled me in, and without that I never cared enough to parse the lyrics.

Yet this interview captivated me completely.
The part that gripped me most was hearing her — at age 79 — speak without clinging to the past, without nostalgia, without performing for an imagined crowd. She isn’t hooked on applause. She isn’t living for an audience. She listens to herself. And that, oddly, is the place where I see the tiny bit of overlap between her inner world and mine. Not in talent, not in lifestyle, not in art — but in that one quality: she would do what she does even if no one else cared. She would write even if she were her only reader.

Where she has millions, I have an audience of one. Just me. I do it anyway.

I felt a strange rush of gratitude hearing her talk about “the one desire that lasts forever,” because I finally recognized it in myself. Journaling is a daily habit. I do it without prompting, without tricks, without coaxing. I don’t need motivation hacks or habit systems or accountability partners. For reasons that used to frustrate me, it simply flows. I thought of it sometimes as a compulsion, maybe even a curse. Hearing her speak, I realized: no, it’s a gift. A self-sustaining one. Something I’ll likely do for the rest of my life.

Her voice clarified something I already suspected: this practice is not something I do for others; it’s something I do because I listen to myself, and that act of listening is its own reward.

The interviewer's style drew out the best of her: curiosity, humility, odd childhood memories, spiritual metaphors, the color she thinks the soul is, her refusal to live for external validation. It was rich in a way that bypassed all my usual disinterest in poetry, art-world mystique, or punk history.

I don’t usually develop an affinity for artists through interviews, especially when I’ve never loved their work. But in this case, the conversation pierced the usual filters. Not because of what she’s done, but because of how she thinks — and because she articulated something that mirrors the private, inner drive that fuels many of us.

The episode delivered exactly what its title promised: insight into the desire that lasts forever. One that I believe many contributors here on X can relate to. It left me grateful for my own version of that desire: this journaling practice that keeps unfolding, even at 5:10 in the morning after a half night’s sleep.

5:10 AM

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@Star_Knight12 Megaprojects off the shoulder of Orion

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@Dr_Singularity Perhaps the "base reality" that created our simulation is itself Gödel-incomplete (or inconsistent), but it's good enough to run a physical simulation, and thus the simulation does not need a complete, consistent, non-algorithmic foundation.

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Ruminations Journal , Saturday, November 1, 2025 8:42 AM

My friend’s situation keeps echoing in my head. His stories of toxic coworkers confirm what I once escaped and make me think of Sartre’s line: “Hell is other people.” What he meant wasn’t that people themselves are hellish, but that being trapped in the gaze and judgment of others can turn daily life into torment. Sometimes it feels like our culture has industrialized that gaze—endless performance reviews, metrics, and comment threads where everyone’s watching and nobody’s listening.

Part of me jokes that maybe this is how our AI overlords take over: people will simply invite them in. Better the algorithm than the self-appointed judge in a cubicle who confuses cruelty with competence. If the choice is between the cruelty of gossip and the cold logic of code, some will pick the code.
I see hints of that already online. On Reddit, especially in the more contentious subreddits, the nastiness drove decent people away, and the internet abhorred a vacuum. Now that space is filled by bots. The discourse didn’t improve; it just became synthetic. The same happened with Stack Overflow. Its self-policing system once worked, but over time it hardened into a gatekeeping fortress. When ChatGPT arrived and their traffic collapsed, the reaction across tech circles wasn’t sorrow but schadenfreude. People said, “Good. Maybe now the gatekeepers know what it feels like to be excluded.”

Maybe this is the pattern: human meanness creates a moral opening for automation. We build systems to protect ourselves from one another, and then those systems quietly replace us. The paradox is that AI makes a better teammate. Not because it’s smarter, but because it doesn’t need to win. We’re outsourcing not (just,only) our intelligence, but our civility.

😸😸😸

8:47 AM

[Total Recall Project @LyfeLager]

I joined a year ago to discuss my lifelogging project, having just completed a journaling content analysis system. Since then I added my other lifelogging datasets: health, fitness, financial, medical, purchase, GPS, music, photos, video.

#MyXAnniversary. #LifeIsGood

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Meaning making. I believe everybody has their own distribution of behaviors for how they approach this, but for me and the people that I’ve observed over my life it is:

1. Belonging (family, friends, community)

2. Legacy (contribution, acknowledgment, achievement, recognition)

3. Psychological richness (curiosity seeking, exploration, novelty, learning as a hobby)

4. Yoyū

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@iruletheworldmo Don’t need one but thank you for offering. just wanted to say hi.

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@bakwasbandkrein Person

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@hendrycks Finally a crisp definition of AGI. But no mention of tool use (selecting a function fit for purpose, computer use, browser use). Why not?