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Absolutely not who you think it is, but also it might be.

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You ever be good and then you’re just like - not good? Man.

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@the10th_letter @KyleAMadson You rang?

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@MercsFx I think at some point it will push us more than hinder us. But for now it’s such a drain.

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@YoungQwan Man... I seriously have such a hard time reconciling the “how much does this matter” with the “I need to enjoy every fucking second I’m here”

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@MylesInSF You have a burner?!

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Btw this is super cathartic typing all this out. I’ve never expressed this to anyone so it’s nice putting out in the open to the zero people following this account lol.

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It’s also hard to sleep because it is literally always in my head. The gravity of dying hits me so hard sometimes I literally won’t sleep.

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But anyway. It drives every thought I have though. Everything I do I’m like, “what will I think of this decision when I’m about to die.”

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Both simultaneously is redundant but whatever.

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It’s both simultaneously invigorating and cripplingly depressing.

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Not like, in a “I want to die” sense. But I’ve just been hyper-aware of my mortality for the last like 6 weeks.

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I’ve been thinking about dying a lot lately.

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Shit. https://t.co/Dw8Zp3G2Jc

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@BeigeBobbyEaton This is just accurate I can’t even be mad at this.

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@BeigeBobbyEaton yo

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@BeigeFinnBalor I’m not crying. I’m angry. Huge difference, bubba.

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@BeigeFinnBalor Not crying. You’re just a bitch.

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@BeigeFinnBalor Smartest thing I’ve ever said

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@BeigeFinnBalor I hope your coworker blends shit for the whole office all week.

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@BeigeFinnBalor you’re a bitch.