Sometimes the point of the trip is to eat something good, stare at a body of water, and remember who tf you are.
You don't always have to have a jam-packed itinerary!
No one wants to admit to this but sometimes it is your fault. Your life isn’t going the way you want and it’s your fault. You’ve made some bad decisions or choices and sadly these are the repercussions of your own actions.
Somewhere in your 20s or 30s you'll get the opportunity to rebuild your life after a negative loop, heal from what broke you, live in your own space, reconnect with your discipline, and learn to love yourself again. It's very important that you see that journey through.