At my lowest of low, I never hide or fear or blame anyone, I teach myself lessons from my own situation, no matter how hard you plan ahead life can happen to anyone, a delayed payment can change the course of your life. An emergency can change the direction of all your plans,
You are a good person when you can give, the moment you tell them to wait or give you time, you automatically become a bad person. All those ones you did before do not count. Sad tales
So remain wicked.