i just found earlier this evening that I am POZ. I don't blame anyone. I don't blame myself. Trying to be strong and wanting to have someome whom I can share experiences thru their journey. Fighting!
Should I proceed pa ba sa 2nd year sa akong medlife? Super drained in all aspects, and the more na mag clinical kay the more I overthink, especially now na I am #plhiv
12 AM Thoughts:
Iโve learned how to be alone. Still, I envy those with someone who checks in, stays, chooses them. Maybe in this lifetime, Iโll know what that feels like too.
#altercebu#plhiv#PLHIVdiaries#alterph
Iโm not sure if pursuing medicine was the right choice for me. Iโm really close to giving up. The quizzes and case studies keep piling up, and I havenโt passed any of them. Iโm starting to doubt the person I used to beโthe one who always aced everything. #PLHIV
I was shocked at my drug screen test result since it came out positive for THC (which commonly found in marijuana). So, upon further research that taking for ARV (LTE), can somewhat result for a false positive result? Waiting for the confirmatory result. ๐