I dreamt that my town, while during the Summer, froze over and rain poured over the eavesdrops of the buildings and turned into sheets of white ice. I think that I fear dying soonly.
@AnonUnicorny When I talk to coworkers, my language is so stiff and deliberate that I fail to convey the intent of my words. I'd have to be very blunt to express how I feel, and they'd probably resent me for it.
Very difficult to talk to normies because their chief end is material prosperity, my relatively comfortable life is the only reason why I don't actively consider suicide. I've lost my purpose.
@seethroughit2 They are the native gods, because you say so? The defeated household gods of Troy were refugees to Rome. We worship the Good, the End of Happiness, Renown, Independence, Power, Beauty, and we refuse to render inordinate worship towards his creation.
@BronyRepublican I was in my parent's basement guest bedroom and I wanted to join an anitwt space. I think I had a 2019 Kiwifarms join date account when I was 13
@MysteryGrove You have to render respect to women, even though they would call you a subhuman incel, because of their relation to some male figure,and because being bad to women is a thing that ought not to be so.
You might say, "Have you really tried improving your situation?", and I have. I don't have anyone to put my trust in, or to comfort me. My situation is very alien to my peers, and nobody cares
I spend most of my time alone, I tried developing the habit of swimming, but there were too many people at the pool. So I work, get ignored by my coworkers, lay on couch, and drink milk. Often my dad doesn't even want to call. My only friend is too physically weak to do anything
At work there's a 34 year old woman that looks exactly like my mother, she's old enough to be my mother. She's quite nice to me, and I think about killing myself when my mind presses upon me the memories of my mother avoiding me as a child, or my childhood obesity
@TheLastKekker The only way in which we could be righteous under God is to be illiberal, undemocratic, eugenic, fanatic, racialist, authoritarian, and put a tighter yoke upon Americans. But this will never come to pass, since Americans worship equality and Liberalism as their idol
@TheLastKekker It is good to inculcate and impress biblical holiness upon children, like how Roman children learned of the deep love and self identification between Achilles and Patroclus. The truth is most Americans deserve to be in chains, we shouldn't be having this conversation.