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tw ed ✿ 20 ✿ she/her || sw 118 lbs ~ gw 100 lbs ✿ edtwt moots

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starting 3 day fast
- allowing myself light drinks (max 500 total cals)

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5/4
morning weight: 54.5kg
night: 54.8kg

cals:
1-b/p
1- 200 calc drink

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I need this

[shyla @ketaminebat]

i want people to look at me and say "shes lost a concerning amount of weight, i wonder if..."

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@FurRealAngel literally how I’m feeling right now. Was finally happy(….?) with myself and ended up gaining everything back

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I really went from bmi 16.3 to 19.6 in 2 years what the hell. I hate myself .

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I have 3 weeks to lose 5 kgs

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how am I fatter now than when I started this account. what the hell

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I have exactly a month to lose 5 kgs I believe in myself

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Just gained 4lbs in a day Wtf how is that possible

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day 1:
starting fast at 4am

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Is it possible to lose 4Kg in a week because I NEED to right now

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how am I getting heavier I really need to get my shit together. Literally BMI 19.6 RN I have never been more fat

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I want this body back

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but then when I am home I just keep stuffing my face

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I realised how easy it is for me to fast 48hrs if I’m just out and about and not home.

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trying to be more active so i can finally follow thru w my restricting. got a fit bit recently

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I rlly need to stop b/p. It’s making me gain all the weight I am. Was 52.4kg, then 52.9. But I b/p 3 times today and now I’m 53.8 kg again. I finally lost 1kg too. I have a busy day tomorrow so hopefully I’ll fast or live off jellies today all the way until tomorrow.

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~ jan accountability thread ~
sw: 53.5kg
counting every b/p estimated calories too
starting Jan 11th

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jan 15th. morning weight was 52.5kg. was able to restrict 20 cals for 20 hrs? and then binged and purged once and was 52.4kg after which I felt so good about. but then I caved and binged and purged again. tonight’s weight is 52.8kg. goal is to limit to 1 b/p for tomorrow